Out with the [blank] in with the-god aren't we all tired of that expression by now? Anywhooo~ Things have been mildly interesting. I started a war with my aunt and found how much she values the well being of my whole family and even her own mother. But this IS a journal so I'm allowed to talk to myself. I'm starting to draw more, which is good. I'll start putting up new stuff, even if I think it's crappy. Also, I've discovered the band she. he webpage is BEAUTIFUL. Right now I just can't stop thinking about and how much she means to me. She'll be living with her dad for a few weeks and I'm going to miss her so much! Oh well, it IS for the better. Just when I think I'm down, she shows me I can smile. I thank her more than she'll ever know for that. While I'm still one big ball of sunshine I AM still human and I DO get whiny/sad sometimes. I hope that's not how people see me though... I'm afraid people see me as a sad person b/c I'm shy or I'm tired(I usually am until the sun goes down). Oh what should I do~? Heh, I should do my homework. Something surprised me the other day. I figured out what miracle wish I'd have if I could have one. Before I stated my own, I asked a friend. He answered with what I was thinking. That everyone in the world was always in a good mood.